*rummages through pencil case*  ”where the fuck is my pencil!”

*moves arm off desk to discover pencil underneath arm* “what the fuck were you doing there?!”

…am now talking to stationary…

my ex is a shit person.  He actually makes me really angry.  Last night we passed in a door way, so we were in the same 2 meters of space i was looking at him, hoping to catch his eye and say hello.I have never seen someone look so intently in another direction.  I am frustrated and hurt and wondering why I am so bothered that someone who hurt me so much is so intent on pretending I don’t exist.  I want to be friendly, I want to be civilized,  I don’t want to be invisible.  Our story is one he should never be allowed to forget.